Monday, April 18, 2005

 
today was a weird day.
it started off with extreme nerves... then i called the city of chatham to see if i got the job there (and i didn't actually want it compared to the city of london one...) and i didn't get it...
so then i was happy and sort of excited...
but then i realized that i still didn't know if i had the london job or not and got nervous again...
everythings riding on london
because if i don't get it i don't know where i'll work for the summer - or what i'll be doing!
and then there was studying...
and too much eating...
and falling asleep in the sun on the porch reading about wood design...

tomorrow will be a better day. off i go to the gym.
Janice posted this at 8:48 PM.

Friday, April 15, 2005

 
sometimes i hate being a girl because:

shaving my legs is a pain... but even worse i have to worry about armpits, bikini lines, eyebrows

emotional walls that you just hit for no particular reason except that your body is producing to much of some hormone that makes you go mad



so today i'm counteracting half of this list... i'm not shaving. the other half i guess i'll just have to deal with and pretend "everythings ok" ... because in reality it is ok... but against my brick wall the world is falling apart before my eyes.
(at least i hope that reality is that everythings ok... its so hard to tell without windows)

la la laaaaaaa
in other news i'm kinda glad that i only have 3 well timed exams. makes things much better to deal with as things fall apart around me temporarily (temporarily i hope?)
Janice posted this at 10:04 PM.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

 
i'm a strong believer in the bubble of innocence and its associated bliss. but i don't believe in a bubble of purposeful ignorance being truthfully blissful. so when does the innocence turn to ignorance?

how long until you realize what you're doing?

really i probably just need to speak up already. but i'm just chicken shit and i'd hate for it to ruin my bliss bubble. my special little bliss bubble is nice truthful or not.

yay for bubbles!
Janice posted this at 10:41 PM.

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