i've been disappointing myself lately. here i am with limited classes and easy to deal with timetables and somehow i still manage not to get my work done.
i'm lazy and useless and stupid mostly just because i won't get myself motivated.
so here's what i plan on doing about it (although i do realize this is a long-standing problem and it might not get fixed with just a few changes - but hopefully it will help) i'm writing them in a list so i see them and i'm accountable!
workout (something every day!)
eat well (but not constantly)
limit naps (the time i waste on those wonderful things!)
do all my homework before its due (this means all nighters if i've slacked)
study when i can't think of anything to do (this alone might improve my grades by 10% or so)
smile. lots.
cut out the wastful tv time. i'm limited to two shows a week now (except during lonely meals alone... i need the noise)
basically i have to take control of myself again and keep myself busy. idle time actually drives me nuts even though i seem to create so much of it!
go watch the video on their website and it makes the song even better!
its weird how eerie the sky looks at night while its snowing. a rosy glow reflecting the lights of the city. or maybe the sky is just glowing because its cold. rosy cheeks of winter...
don't you love pulling out an old cd and reliving it?
i do.
i'm a child of the 90's for sure. i was watching much music's "90's" hits and loving every song they were playing. definitely my era of music. those will be the songs on my 'oldies' station when i'm old. ;)
on a more important note i got back from NYC this week. really a great experience but i needed more time there for sure! not a city you can do in two days!
do you ever feel like you just aren't getting life? its all sort of blurry to me lately...