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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

 
i will swear at you and whine and maybe even pout. and you'll still get away with pushing the limits... crossing the line.

nobody believes an angry me.

Janice posted this at 10:12 PM.


Friday, March 26, 2004

 
have you ever woken up in a panic because you have no idea what day it is or what time it is or what you are supposed to be doing? i did that this afternoon after my nap. it is NOT a great way to wake up. sort of ruins the whole nap.

yesterday i went with dennis to a Guess warehouse sale. now i've never been to a warehouse sale. it was interesting... first thing: you need to be patient (which i'm not) secondly you need to have a shopping partner because they don't have mirrors in the public changeroom (which i didn't). but i still managed to pick up some deals and i bought a pink shirt. i never wear pink. wtf. maybe its a good thing they didn't have mirrors there! i would've realized what i was buying. it looks good... its just shocking for me.

on the drive to this shopping spree we were talking about cows... yah... dennis lives on a dairy farm... anyways i was talking about this time there were all these cows on the highway and they wouldn't move and just stood staring at the car chewing their cud when we honked our horn at them. since i was in the backseat with music playing dennis didn't quite hear me. he asked if i had just said the cows were chewing their gum. i went to correct myself. have you ever started a word and finished using another? like instead of fantastic... or wonderful... you say fanderful? well i blurted out that "no i said they chew their cum" now they think i have my mind on "other" things. which i do. but thats not what caused the slip up. honest.
Janice posted this at 3:34 PM.


Monday, March 22, 2004

 
i really wanted to sleep in today.
Janice posted this at 8:13 AM.


Saturday, March 20, 2004

 
at least i have mom's chocolate chip cookies to distract me...

Janice posted this at 1:26 AM.

 
i went to bed at 10... had a tad problem getting to sleep because of my achy legs. its now 1am and i woke up because my right leg is cramping at an exponential rate. it really hurts. i took advil without thinking cuz i was still groggy from sleep. i should've taken t3's... but now thats not an option. :( i want my t3's!!! i hurt soooooo much. and all i want to do sleep... and all i feel like doing is throwing up from the pain.
Janice posted this at 1:20 AM.


Friday, March 19, 2004

 
so last night i was feeling well enough that i didn't pass right out when i went to bed. and i had one of those nights where you just lie in bed and think. i didn't like it mostly.

so my cold? my stuffy nose and feeling miserable? yah. apparently my head was infected. bronchitis, sinustitus, ear infection, tonsilitis, swollen glands. i think my eyes were the only thing without an infection. anyways... i went to the drs only so i could get a note about missing my test on tuesday and maybe get out of things for the next day. i thought it might have been the flu or something. glad i went. wednesday night i was REALLY in pain. i can't imagine waiting until thursday to get those antibiotics started. that could've been real hell.

i'm completely daddy's little girl. i went home sick wednesday night and my parents were supposed to go see my brothers play in hamilton tonight. my dad wanted to skip it to spend more time taking care of me. hahaha. my mom told him no. :) i told him no too. but he still thought we were both wrong. he felt guilty for dropping me off in london. i love my dad.
Janice posted this at 4:18 PM.


Tuesday, March 16, 2004

 
i know i'm not supposed to be pc-whipped. but i still smile when i see a message that i missed waiting for me in the morning.
and i still go to bed with a tinge of disapointed that we didn't get to chat. it isn't a sad kind of disapointment... just the kind that still leaves me turning on my monitor one more time before i head to bed to make sure i'm not missing that message.

i don't expect a message. i just hope for one! that isn't pc-whipped... is it?
Janice posted this at 7:27 AM.


Monday, March 15, 2004

 
there is nothing in the world more annoying than snot. when i have a stuffy nose i feel like shooting myself to relieve the misery. even the deadly feeling i had yesterday from my hangover doesn't amount to the torture i feel with a stuffy nose. and its so gross blowing your nose every 4 seconds when you're sitting in class... so you have to limit your nose blowing to once every five minutes... and that makes it even more intolerable. and still often enough to piss off everyone around you. and your nose gets so dry and irritated from the crappy kleenex's you've stolen from home because you're too cheap to go buy the lotion enhanced ones with your own money.
i'd switch a stuffy nose for a fever, sore throat, cough, or vomitting even - ANY DAY.
with a stuffy nose people somehow still think you should be able to function normally. well news to you! you can't! and while you are writing a steel design test you don't care what the moment on the member is..... you care that you really need to get all the snot out of your brain.

one test down the drain... two more to go!
you can't write tests properly with stuffy noses!!!!!!
Janice posted this at 3:58 PM.


Sunday, March 14, 2004

 
DUSTED.
that time of year again when i manage to seriously injure myself in a night of drinking. i've done it every year. why would this year have been any different?!
i had to pee really bad on the bus ride there. and the bus driver actually pulled over, i'm assuming for me since there was only like 4 people that got off the bus to pee on someones front lawn. we had already stopped like 10 minutes before this to have the guys line up in a row to pee in the ditch. poor bus driver.
anyways i had to go SO bad that they popped the back door for me to get out... and i jumped out onto the road... and landed hands first in the gravel. cut my hand up pretty good. scraped my knee. and then proceeded to squat on someones front lawn while all the eng boys watched from the bus. but it was dark. and i was drunk. at least anna was smart enough to head for behind a tree. unfortunetly i didn't have that luxury of being able to spare that much time.
it was a hard night of drinking...
and i honestly thought this morning that my life was going to end. i now know what death feels like. it wasn't pretty.

Janice posted this at 7:14 PM.


Thursday, March 11, 2004

 
i have discovered two things this week:
1) a clean desk is much more suitable for getting you in the mood to do work
2) not eating dinner, but having a snack instead, doesn't bog you down and make you groggy and like a big lazy lump... making homework a much less daunting task.

trust me... its not like i'm going to stop eating. i never really liked a big dinner anyways. just somehow its "what you do". well i'm not going to do it anymore!

i'm still behind in my work but i still feel like i'm getting on top of things again. or i will be eventually.


Janice posted this at 7:43 AM.


Tuesday, March 09, 2004

 
school is getting to me again. i'm stressed out... disapointed in myslef... overwhelmed... overloaded... i'm worrying about passing my courses this semester. and trust me... i do NOT want a repeat of last semesters results. its time to buckle down janice.


Janice posted this at 12:46 PM.


Saturday, March 06, 2004

 
i had pretty much a diet of potato chips and cookie dough today... healthy? no. but the ponch was rebelling. he felt he'd lost some power and had to rebel.

there is nothing anyone can say to me today to make me feel crappy. not even my 6th day of a migraine headache is bothering me today. i just feel completely awesome all over. its amazing how things can change so quickly.


Janice posted this at 6:53 PM.


Wednesday, March 03, 2004

 
this is a week that i wish i had someone there for me. to hug and to laugh with. and sometimes to cry with.
Janice posted this at 8:49 AM.


Tuesday, March 02, 2004

 
well i was officially the biggest loser EVER.

went to guelph on sat. it was AWESOME. guelph rocks. yay guelph! okay... i lied. guelph is mediocre. but the people there are fun. and that is what counts.

my social life is looking up this week. but i really just haven't been interested. i've been invited out almost every night for the rest of the week. but i don't feel up to it. or up to homework. or anything. i think reading week really did kill me inside!



Janice posted this at 11:34 PM.

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