Friday, February 27, 2004

 
if i sit at home tonight alone i will officially declare myself the biggest loser ever.
Janice posted this at 5:40 PM.

 
homework sucks when you don't know what on earth you are doing.
i don't know what on earth i am doing right now. therefore.... i QUIT!

Janice posted this at 9:57 AM.

Thursday, February 26, 2004

 
i need to get rid of this computer. i waste so much time infront of it!
Janice posted this at 11:16 PM.

 
i just spent almost a week in chatham. i just can't do that this summer! i don't care if my summer job consists of licking other peoples spit off the ground. i can't live there for a whole summer!
the thing that bothers me the most is that i can't walk around in my underwear. even if i wanted to my parents house is SO COLD! and my parents even think spending a morning in pjs is not acceptable.
so i'm back in london.

my fish Stupid is still alive. stupid fish.

i also have a very gross pimple. and i'm going to explain it to you. because i'm sure you all care. its the size of a pea. seriously. its behind my ear. and it is SO swollen it is the size of a pea. it hurts a lot. owwie.
Janice posted this at 9:46 PM.

Thursday, February 19, 2004

 
tomatoes on nachos are yummy. but the juice from the tomatos always makes the cheese go funny. hmm. and is tomatoes spelt with an "e" or without? i never know.

so my reading week has officially started with classes being cancelled tommorow. i'm bored already. the one thing i've been looking forward to this whole time now just doesn't seem that great anymore. my brain has been shut down all week... i think now my body has decided to join it. i can barely move. what i really want to do right now is have a nap. what i'm GOING to do is go to the gym. look at ambitious me.

this guy in my class today was breaking someones sunglasses for fun. he was tearing apart the frames... and when those were little shreds of metal he started trying to smash the lenses. we all warned him that he was going to cut himself. he proudly announced that no he wasn't... then noticed his hand bleeding already. he wiped the blood on me because i happened to be sitting beside me. he then told me i have aids. ewww. he continued his "aids" rampage by writing AIDS in big letters across the cafeteria table with the blood from his cut. (it was bleeding pretty bad). and yes... i said CAFETERIA table. so avoid the table in the engineering cafe with broken glass, metal shreds and AIDS blood.
Janice posted this at 5:35 PM.

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

 
someone told me i was "apathetic"... and yes... its pathetic that i had to look up the meaning of the word but give me a break... i don't have to write essay's all day. if they had called me an aquatard i would've known the meaning.

apathetic: Void of feeling; not susceptible of deep emotion; passionless; indifferent.

now i'm not sure which one of these definitions was specifically applicable to me.... but regardless i'm going to go with the "indifferent" approach. since it was in reference to my school work. and failing. i try not to care. because 3 years of engineering has made me that way. you just have to roll with the punches.

on the other hand being apathetic seems to match up with my "cold heartless bitch" description someone gave me once upon a time. ;)

i think i keep an apathetic mask on. if i was completely apathetic i wouldn't be listening to sappy music right now... mellow music... its like a moth to flame at times like this.

on a completely different topic: milk from a carton tastes ..... crappy. well not crappy... just of a lower quality than milk in a bag. whoever thought of processing milk... and putting it into bags? what a stupid way to proccess milk. but it DOES taste better. i had to mix a glass of milk with dinner... half bag, and half carton. it tastes like whole carton milk. blah. they should sell mini bags of milk so that i never have to buy a small carton of milk to get smaller portions.

side note to the completely different topic: my friend dennis lives on a dairy farm. he says cows don't sleep standing up. i told him he was an idiot. pffff... what would HE know about cows!? he just plays with their nipples. of COURSE they wouldn't sleep through that! dennis... you eat poo!
Janice posted this at 6:10 PM.

Friday, February 13, 2004

 
resolutions (even though its not new years):
exercise. i have to remember how good it makes me feel.
homework. i have to stop half assing things when i have time to do them right.
fun. have it.
money. stop being a cheap ass with it.
love. love myself.
road closed sign. steal the one thats been on the side of the road in a snow bank for the last few days.
Janice posted this at 7:47 AM.

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

 
if sugar was a drug i'd be a drug addict.


.......... dito for chocolate.
Janice posted this at 9:10 PM.

 
i'm having a retrospective day. i'm in the sort of mood where i need a hug. its also one of those days where i wish my bed was beside my window. i want to be able to stare into the sky while lying there. especially to watch the snow pass by the streetlights. when i get older i'm going to make sure my house has lots of windows. and that there is a good reason to stare out all of them. a good view... comfy chairs nearby... window seats even!

i'm doing laundry... and i want to go through my closet and throw lots of things away. i wear clothes that i hate. what is the fun in that?!

yesterday i was motivated... but i did almost everything but my assignments. today i'm like a lazy piece of poo and i can't make myself do work.

somebody pinch me and make me wake up!


Janice posted this at 7:16 PM.

Monday, February 09, 2004

 
CAUTION: oven mitts with holes in them are not as effective as they appear to be.

i have a huge blister now on my hand.

tonight i am going to make up for my lazy weekend: first on the to do list.... bake cookies. then there are other things such as dishes, maybe an assignment... i might even wander to the gym and work out. there are many hours left until bed and i'm not in the mood to waste them today! its been a long day at school.... and i don't want to shut down yet! (as tempting as it sounds)

so i'm getting away from the computer and away from the tv and finding other things to do!
Janice posted this at 7:49 PM.

 
so this weekend was interesting. once again it felt like a weekend. because even though for the most part i did nothing its all in the manner that you accomplish the nothing. and i think it was accomplished well.
i didn't study for my test today. shit. thats me... being stupid. but i can think of worse things than not studying for a test. i had a stressful day yesterday. i deserved to not study.
Janice posted this at 7:47 AM.

Sunday, February 08, 2004

 
i woke up this morning and my hair has not MOVED. not an inch. that hairspray must've been some pretty gross stuff.
Janice posted this at 11:18 AM.

 
i was getting undressed... and i found $6 in my bra. thats right... a loonie was in there too. YEE HA!
Janice posted this at 2:04 AM.

 
by the way....... high heels suck ASS.
Janice posted this at 2:03 AM.

 
a typical back from a night of drinking blog (except i'm going to correct typos):

so we went to the eng formal and i got super pretty in my new skirt and top and i wore high heels and wore makeup and had my hair all done and i was super girly which isn't the usual "me". and i danced a lot and it was weird being at an eng formal dancing with mostly girls. i think there were more single girls than available guys which is weird considering that there aren't many eng girls to begin with. but the guys didn't come stag because "there are no girls in eng" HA.

i was going to call a certain somebody when i got home. but my drunkeness told me that i better not incase they were sleeping. damn responsible drunkeness.

tonight was fun.

and anna bought me a WHITE chocolate REESE'S! can you believe it?! i can't. but i can't eat it now because i want to vomit.
i'm going to sleep now. g'night!
Janice posted this at 2:02 AM.

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

 
things that make me realize i'm a girl:

- i have a hard time making the simplest of decisions
- i get excited about buying new things
- i come home and try my new things on right away
- i prance around my house alone in them
- i will either wear it the very next day or i will anxiously wait for the special occasion where i can where it
- i secretly like being told i'm pretty and/or hot when i've put effort into it (and even more so when i haven't)
- i have more hips/ass than dresses want to be made for. talk about ghetto booty... wait! i meant curves... talk about CURVES!
- i get more excited about new underwear than anything other article of clothing i could possibly buy
Janice posted this at 10:08 PM.

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

 
the test was fine. i love tests that i think go well when i haven't opened a single book for them. :D so that makes it a good day.

the 4 hour lab i had in the geotechnical labs this afternoon... not so good. we watched soil consolidate. for four hours. we couldn't even see it actually consolidating. we just threw weights on it and waited. and then at the end we took the conainter all apart and we all squinted at it to see the soil had gone down about a millimeter. WOW! people in my lab group kept leaving to do various things like eat... and socialize while the experiment was running and they'd say "let me know if anything happens while i'm gone".... i'd say "no problem"... and as they walked out the door i'd jump up out of my chair and yell "IT'S CONSOLIDATING! HURRY COME QUICK ITS CONSOLIDATING!!!" (for all of you who don't know how soil consolidates it is a slow process that took the whole 4 hours of our lab.) the best part was that everytime someone left they'd say that to me... and everytime i'd get all excited as they left the room that it was consolidating. (i was making fun of them) its like they were expecting explosions or flames or something. one guy even claimed he wanted to see fireworks.

i need to make consolidating soil my living. i'm tellin ya. its exciting stuff.
Janice posted this at 7:46 PM.

 
Song of the Day: Sense Field - I Refuse

an alarm clock not going off in the morning is the first sign of a bad day. aka... yesterday.

hopefully today will be much better with my looming test (that i neglected to study for)... riiiiight
Janice posted this at 7:39 AM.

Sunday, February 01, 2004

 
i can not describe in words how tired i should feel. suprisingly i'm managing to focus on homework. i'm grateful for some alone time with my HP. sadly i'm not even being sarcastic...
Janice posted this at 11:25 PM.

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