i just hope that if everyone else perceives that i'm not stressing out that maybe i can help somebody to relax a little more. maybe smile. maybe laugh for a minute - even if its at my expense.
i came up with this theory this year that mittens make me happy. i put them on in class and i put them on when we get lost on assignments and when the profs are frustrating us. i tear off little pieces of fluff from the insides and give them away to people as little pieces of happiness.
i don't care if i'm a nutcase. Janice posted this at 8:00 AM.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
so i've finally realized why i am so obsessed with sleep. it shuts off the world. it turns off the stress. it turns off my brain. it is the only time i have that i can just exist without bothers or worries. its warm and safe and comfortable.
i only feel slightly pathetic going to bed at 9:30 tonight.
update on concrete class: i managed to pull a 2/20 on that test that caused the 12 hour drinking marathon. 10%. that gives me another 0.5% for my final mark in the class. that is pathetic. i may as well have not written the damn thing. at least the 12 hour marathon seems worthy now... Janice posted this at 9:31 PM.
sometimes being alone isn't so bad. Janice posted this at 10:45 PM.
Sunday, November 16, 2003
really i'm just waiting to be swept off my feet... Janice posted this at 4:41 PM.
Saturday, November 15, 2003
ahhhhh.... a day of watching TLC programs on tv... napping... going out for dinner... and listening to john mayer on repeat and not getting sick of it for a minute.
your body is a wonderland...
Something 'bout the way your hair
falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling
towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it
concrete design class honestly makes me hate my life. it is my fluids class this year. i hate it. i am terrified i am going to fail it.
we decided on wednesday that three of us combined may have managed to pull off a combined 5% on our test. we were raped. and not a nice raping.
you are currently reading a blog from a 12 hour drinking marathon survivor. of course this blog is posted 2 days after the event as yesterday my hangover prevented any real "thinking" activities including using a computer. 2pm until 2am. i was in quite a state. but i am proud of it. and still made it to all my classes yesterday (even if it was only two hours). AND stayed awake in them. i can't even do that on a non-hangover day.
now i think i'm sick though. sore throat go away.
and somebody vomitted white crap all over the grass.... all over london. whoever is responsible for this horrendousness please correct your actions and i'll forgive you. if this situation is not resolved before... lets say noon... i'm sueing you for it. and white cold wet crap doesn't make me happy... so expect a big fancy lawsuit. Janice posted this at 7:34 AM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
everybody dance! its mental breakdown time!
break it on down....
slide to the left...
slide to the right...
cha cha real smooth now... Janice posted this at 7:16 AM.
Monday, November 10, 2003
Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to want to nurture others and you are the one person friends always come to for awnsers. Without people like you others would be flying over the edge because, whether you know it or not you keep a steady beat to your life and will end up where you want to in the end. There is a sureness about you that is hard to match that draws people to you. No matter what happens the Earth keeps turning.
my whole world is falling apart because of these horrendous accusations. maybe i'm crazy. but at least i'm not crazy enough not to find these funny. Janice posted this at 7:57 PM.
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
you want to know why north america has problems with obesity??? i know why. fat tastes good. lard, grease, blubber FAT! mmmmmm....
i bought ultra low fat ranch dressing. i figured it would be okay since i was planning on mixing it into baked potatoes and using it as dip for mozzerella sticks. i thought i would be health concious and be smart in my purchasing decisions. it tastes like crap. like someone hooked a hose up to their ass... ate a ton of ranch dressing and crapped it back out into a bottle.