Saturday, September 27, 2003

 
so i spent most of my afternoon working hard. when i went for a workout i even read some psych while doing my cardio.
i never work hard. but i told myself i could go out tonight if i worked hard. and now i have nobody to go out with. not that i have put much effort into FINDING something to do. but i just can't think of a group of people to call up... or someone's house to go lounge around at even.
so now i'm going to spend my night doing yet more work and allow myself to sleep in tomorrow and maybe even go shopping if i get lots done tonight.

maybe getting on the dean's list ISN'T such an impossible idea.

i need to get a life.
Janice posted this at 8:19 PM.

Friday, September 26, 2003

 
someone was completely shocked today when i admitted that i sit at home on several friday/saturday nights and i don't do anything. that generally i'm not social. that i don't call up friends and suggest doing things. that i sit at home by myself.
maybe i look like a busy socialite to the outside world. really i'm just a lazy nobody. which i'm not necessarily complaining about.

it is 10:20 on a friday night... and i do believe that i am going to go to bed! my accomplishments since i have been home today: cooking dinner and completing a stats canada survey on our health care system. and debating what to do for the rest of the night. and i've debated... and decided on bed!
Janice posted this at 10:22 PM.

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

 
so i was thinking a lot today. and i have decided that life is what you make of it. completely. you have complete control over the things that matter to you. its taken me a long time to come to this realization.
but honestly i am happy.

the world isn't out to get you down. you do that to yourself.

so i've lifted my chin up and realized that even the rainy days have good things. take a look at the world around you. and give a smile to that stranger walking past you. because maybe they need it more than you do.
Janice posted this at 10:08 PM.

Monday, September 22, 2003

 
pyschology is the worst thing anyone could take in university.
Janice posted this at 9:44 PM.

 
Define yourself


or someone else will
Janice posted this at 7:49 AM.

Sunday, September 21, 2003

 
Life is too good to feel bad.
Janice posted this at 12:18 PM.

Friday, September 19, 2003

 
so hurricane isabelle hit london late last night. its raining. and its miserable. and i'm actually trying to fit my clothing today to what will be the least uncomfortable being soaking wet and what won't be see thru soaking wet.

rain rain go away!

its a friday. homecoming is this weekend. i told them i'd be a trooper and help with the homecoming float for eng rain or shine i'd be there for them! apparently its going to be in the rain. they better have that hot tub heated up!!!



Janice posted this at 8:44 AM.

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

 
i am an addict.

i love food. and especially food that tastes good. it is the excitement of my day.
like i finished off my pathetic dinner with a fabulus bowl of chocolate pudding and cool whip. mmmmm so good.


i am going to become a fat cow. Freida make way!
Janice posted this at 7:49 PM.

Sunday, September 14, 2003

 
i just made blueberry pancakes for breakfast.
they are the ugliest looking pancakes i've ever seen... sort of like a dog has chewed on them already... but they taste terrific!!! and that is all that matters!

on a side note: i want a pet squirrel!
Janice posted this at 9:48 AM.

 
my new favourite song: Sense Field - Save Yourself
at first it was just the song itself I liked... but i looked up the lyrics. they aren't so bad either.

Turn out the light
Just say goodnight to yourself
May I remind you
When you find you
Are all alone’s when you
You’ve got to be strong
That’s when they call you in the night
He’s got your picture in his mind
He’s got your number on a paper
At his disposal anytime

Is it really true
Did you save yourself
For someone who could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who
Someone who

You met in a bar
The back of a car
And for a moment
You felt important
But not in your heart
Cuz my self esteem
It’s been low
Go ahead and count,
It’s been lower than low
I know the feeling
Of it stealing life out from under me

Cuz I want to learn
How you save yourself
For someone who
Could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who couldn’t even remember your name
Did you save yourself
For someone who loves you for you
And loves me for me
Give it away
To someone who
Someone who
Can cherish your name

Cuz I want to learn
Did you save yourself
For someone who
Loves you for you
And loves me for me
Give it away
To someone who
Someone who
Can cherish your name

Cherish your name

Janice posted this at 9:08 AM.

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

 
i am still overwhelmed with the amount of FUN i had on sunday night!
i love the perfect drunkeness that hits when you aren't feeling sick but you are basically out of control and crazy.
i have no idea how many asses i grabbed/pinched that night - and frankly i don't really care since it was all in good fun.

Janice posted this at 9:50 PM.

Monday, September 08, 2003

 
so sometimes you say things to hurt people because in some way they have hurt you. its wrong but it still feels so right.


Janice posted this at 6:15 PM.

Saturday, September 06, 2003

 
so frosh week is coming to a close... i'm both happy and sad. it has sort of created a little "society" that i feel such a part of... and after tomorrow night that "society" will be a little less connected. not gone... just not all that it was. and that means i'm going to be left to create my own life again. which is my goal this school year anyways.
i am happy to get rid of the babysitting and the rules and regulations that we have to follow.


and i think it should be perfectly acceptable to sit down and eat a tub of cool whip with a spoon. so that is what i'm doing right now. yay me!
Janice posted this at 11:03 PM.

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

 
i'm lonely today.
Janice posted this at 12:53 PM.

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