i don't wanna do work. i want to veg and watch tv (thanks to the cable erick stole for us) and i want to nap and sleep and eat chocolate. and basically be a lazy ass. Janice posted this at 9:09 PM.
Tuesday, November 26, 2002
exams are coming. and i am NOT ready to write them. shoo exams shoo! go away! Janice posted this at 1:02 PM.
Friday, November 22, 2002
sometimes i just wish i looking stunning and sexy in everything.
stupid ponch. Janice posted this at 3:50 PM.
Wednesday, November 20, 2002
what a strange strange weekend. up and down all over the place. and i didn't even move. Janice posted this at 9:39 PM.
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
oh ya... and i also took two days off. completely did NOTHING. i went home this weekend. no cooking, no cleaning, no thinking, no moving. i never left the house from friday at 4pm until sunday at 4pm. it was fantastic. but i paid dearly sunday and monday night catching up on assignments (which i never finished on time) and writing my stupid proposal for my damn english class (why do they force us to do english? there are no numbers involved! i do not like it!) and studying for my structures test.
my sucesses: discovering how to photocopy a figure from a text book into the middle of my proposal by tearing the picture out and then using a sticky post-it note as my tape while i photocopied. genious i tell you... genious. Janice posted this at 9:14 PM.
well the week of hell is over. and i feel fat. but i also feel more motivated than i have in a long time. i'm going to go workout tomorrow. i was going to go tonight but my feet and hips ache. and it's been a long two days. i'm going to have to start buckling down for exams soon. maybe i'll be comfortable wearing a bikini this summer. that is my goal. to like myself by the summer. i'm not aiming for losing weight or being a toothpick. i just want to be comfortable with what i am this summer. and know that i've worked hard at excercising and eating properly. tomorrow i'm having french toast for breakfast. i need to use my eggs. just like i had to use up my icecream in a chocolate milkshake tonight because otherwise we wouldn't have had any room in my freezer for my frozen veggies. its the first night in a while i've been home. i can't seem to stay away from ericks. i feel guilty because i abandon anna all the time. but then i realize that she was ready for bed at 7:30 tonight... and i was here to keep her company... so maybe it makes me feel slightly less guilty.
i never wrote about the swat team. ya. they surrounded my house and told me to run when i left one afternoon for the bus. i wasn't even sure it was police at the time. i thought it may have been some crazy person at first... but then i realized that when a guy hiding behind a tree who has a gun the length of my arm tells me to run... i'm going to do it. and apparently i have a psycho neighbour threatening people or something. greeeeat. two doors down. i guess the quiet neighbourhood of piccadilly street doesn't seem so quiet anymore. the guy never actually had a weapon. but they still had the swat team close down our street. i think they were suprized that i just walked out of my house in the middle of their surrounding my neighbours. i think they were just expecting to stop people from entering the area... not having them pop out of the house next door. oh well. it was exciting. Janice posted this at 8:50 PM.
Thursday, November 07, 2002
i comprimise myself too much. Janice posted this at 1:32 PM.
Monday, November 04, 2002
what a week. one out of five major things done. four more to go! oh ya. Janice posted this at 5:50 PM.