Friday, September 27, 2002

 
it's supposed to rain all day. but i'm pretty sure that doesn't bother me. we can't all have sun shiny days. and besides... i'm going to visit karen this weekend. which i'm pretty sure is the exact medicine i need to cheer up.

peanut butter is soul food.
Janice posted this at 7:07 AM.

Thursday, September 26, 2002

 
i think it is the fact that i'm not on stage anymore that has caused this feeling that i need so much more attention. i think i just always got my attention in other ways in highschool and at home. but now that i'm here on my own, and i don't have drama and i don't really have any way to really get out there and express myself i find myself trying to get more and more attention out of people. i'm lonely, not in the company, but with something inside me. I need some sort of connection, or feedback that i'm just not getting. *sigh* any ideas anyone?
Janice posted this at 6:11 PM.

Wednesday, September 25, 2002

 
did you know that i hate mornings? and fluid mechanics?
Janice posted this at 9:11 AM.

Tuesday, September 24, 2002

 
having tons of spiders crawling over your body is not a strange fetish.
Janice posted this at 11:28 PM.

Monday, September 23, 2002

 
i just went to this fitness class and they killed me. i've decided that despite my best efforts to work out and lift weights and try and be fit i am still a complete weakling. i just had 50 year old women lifting more weight for more repetitions than me. it was pathetic. i was pathetic. so maybe all that weight i lost over the summer was muscle. or maybe i've never had muscle and i've never really compared myself to anyone else while working out. but i still feel good and rubbery. so i guess as long as i can suck up my pride and go for a personal best the class was a success. (but i still think that i really suck) just don't expect me to be able to walk in an hour when all my muscles seize up... so umm erick... want to carry me to all my classes tomorrow???
and now i'm going grocery shopping. maybe i'll find some yummy fruit. mmm... fruit.
Janice posted this at 8:14 PM.

 
i feel disconnected. not only from other people but from myself as well. i need to refocus.
Janice posted this at 6:55 AM.

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

 
i'm so disorganized. i need my own personal martha stewart or something.

it's a good thing.
Janice posted this at 3:26 PM.

Sunday, September 15, 2002

 
i've missed working out. it really makes me feel so much better.
i love london. but i really miss being around everyone in residence. it's like your whole family has moved out on you.
Janice posted this at 1:30 PM.

Wednesday, September 11, 2002

 
so i'm back in london. and it is fantastic. and i now have internet. which is also fantastic. and i had a blast doing the whole frosh week thing and of course the soph stuff before and after as well.
*happy sigh*
i'm home again.
Janice posted this at 6:08 PM.

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