Saturday, May 25, 2002

 
you know... i never ever thought that i could miss anyone as much as i do.
i miss you so much erick.
i want a big bear hug.
Janice posted this at 10:31 PM.

 
my highschool stereotype:
wow... don't I feel cool.




Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.


Janice posted this at 8:16 PM.

Thursday, May 23, 2002

 
okay. i can't take it anymore. i miss school. i want to go back to all the people and the fun and the homework and the classes and the sleeping through classes and the piles of dirty dishes and flashing my roomies and being on my own in the world. i miss everyone. and chatham sucks. (except for karen) but everything is just so not me anymore here. its just not me anymore.
Janice posted this at 10:16 PM.

Tuesday, May 21, 2002

 
sometimes i just want to be prolific and insightful. i want to say things that make people think. things that make them question themselves and those around them and really makes them go deep. have you ever heard something that someone else has said or wrote and you just completley relate with what was infront of you? one of those times where it just connects with that place inside your mind and everything makes sense... but it is something entirely crazy and unexpected. and the feeling stays with you for a time while you ponder over what you have just discovered... and then shortly after it fades and blends into a forgotten thought. even if it is forgotten, it still touches a place inside that is hard to reach. a place where you can't force anything. its that place inside you that either is... or is not.

Janice posted this at 10:30 PM.

Friday, May 17, 2002

 

Which Kiss Are You?

Janice posted this at 7:56 PM.

 
So what percentage lesbian are you anna? huh?? what? 57%!? THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT LESBIAN
lol.....

How Gay Are YOU? [?]

Janice posted this at 7:33 PM.

Thursday, May 16, 2002

 
I'd also like to be able to be MAD. like really really MAD at someone or something. instead i just kinda lay back and shrug. it's weird... i want to be mad... but i rarely really get mad. i mean sure... i get agitated and i'll complain about someone or something... but i'm never really mad. you all better just watch it... because one day i am just going to EXPLODE. all over the place. and you won't know what hit you.
Janice posted this at 10:30 PM.

Wednesday, May 15, 2002

 
I am stubborn.

So why can't I ever make up my mind about anything!?!
Janice posted this at 9:53 PM.

Wednesday, May 08, 2002

 
When I first got this blog page I thought it would be the perfect place to really express myself. To really get some thoughts out there in the open. I know that not very many people even read my page, but I still can't bring myself to express what I was going to. I think a part of me has changed. But in a way I haven't.
I found the stack of thoughts I kept throughout highschool today. Whenever I really felt something I used to write it down. Mostly it was just questions and confusion. But I just read through them all. And I like what I read. Some of it scares me because even though I thought I had grown up... I still feel the same way about a lot of it.
I've never let anyone else read my thoughts. It's something that I've decided belongs to me. And something I've realized I'm not ready to share yet. Maybe I never will be ready to share them.
I'm getting better at opening up to people... letting them in. I've always known that is the only true way to really live and experience the world. And I'm getting better. I'm getting myself to reveal the little things in my head. I just hope that I will be able to let everything out... to at least somebody.

I haven't actually had the desire to write anything down since I've gotten to university... which is strange because I've used my writting as my own little escape since grade 4 at least.

So I guess that's why I haven't blogged much about my emotions... I haven't felt the need to. That might be a good sign.

Janice posted this at 11:23 PM.

Monday, May 06, 2002

 

Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Janice posted this at 11:48 PM.

 
To My Friends:

If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend.
-- Stone Temple Pilots

If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
so I never have to live without you.
-- Winnie the Pooh

True friendship is like sound health;
the value of it is seldom known until it is lost.
-- Charles Caleb Colton

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend.
-- Albert Camus

Strangers are just friends waiting to happen.

Friends are the Bacon Bits in the Salad Bowl of Life.

Friendship is one mind in two bodies.
-- Mencius

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay
-- Dave Matthews

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

Everyone hears what you say.
Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don't say.

We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of eachother everywhere.
-- Tim McGraw

Hold a true friend with both your hands.;
-- Nigerian Proverb

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.


Janice posted this at 11:31 PM.

 
for the first time in my life I have learned the lesson that hard work really does pay off. it really really does. I worked my ass of for calculus and i ended up with a 61% on the final. I am proud of myself that i accomplished that. it makes me feel good about myself. I don't think i've accomplished anything in a really long time that has made me feel like this.

i started my new job today. it's going to be interesting... but i think they are actually going to trust me with a lot of responsibility which is great. it seems like it is going to be a good learning experience. and i think everyone in the dept. wants to "dump" their work on me. but bring it on... i'm looking forward to it!

and i get to see erick this weekend. *smile*
Janice posted this at 8:44 PM.

Friday, May 03, 2002

 
So I've been a really bad blogger lately. Oh well. DEAL WITH IT.
I have also been bored out of my mind in Chatham... THANK YOU KAREN FOR KEEPING MY SANITY!
But yesterday I made the trip to London (with Karen) and got the keys to my apt. next year. WOW. So exciting! I have my own place. well i mean Anna and I share it, but it's my own place away from my family. And yes... I lived in residence last year but residence was this temporary place. None of your own furniture, you had cleaning ladies... none of the furniture was YOURS. This place is going to be more of a home. I have it all year. This summer I'm going to decorate my room and paint and design and it's going to be MINE. Colourful and bright and I can't WAIT. I want to move in right now!
I went shopping too. And I bought lots of clothes. Not necessarly all great and exciting... but a lot for work at Union Gas... which starts on monday.
I'm a little nervous. I haven't started a new job in over 3 years. Yikes!
But anything to pass the time... ANYTHING.
Oh... and frosh 15?? Ya... I'm talking to you. I will see you later! That's right... you are OUTTA HERE!
Janice posted this at 1:38 AM.

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